Quite often I feel this site is a lost cause... sometimes I feel I'm a lost cause.

Life gets me down. Failing at certain things in life, including this site... just gets depressing. I've had this site up for 10-13 years I think... and it's been dead for so long. I really do want to revive it... I don't want to give up... but it's difficult to not feel hopeless in this sometimes.